You've been a really loyal companion and I can't bear to let you go ):

So I let it live on! All my pictures are up here and when I think of the time I spent uploading pictures, phewwww.

NEW XANGA LINK FRIENDS!

http://xanga.com/bananasforfriends

It's so cute right okay yes it is but it scares me the blog is really quite pink ?! See you all there :)

I'm changing url soon teehee very very excited but I haven't decided if I'm going to stick to xng but it sure has like one of the easiest uploading pictures thingy ho well.

The holidays are here :) I have tons of pictures since a long time ago and I'm bloody lazy to post it up.

P-H-A-I-L I cannot dl my video and my eyes are still swollen from guitar camp, gross.

But then kellie's gift was so awesome I have a badge like all korean kids do but it says HANKYUNG :) Like totally awesome I should get all 13 or sth.

Z for the win he's so cute ! !

BYE.

Can't ever bring myself to face you, to tell you the truth.
To tell you that everything you do affects me so much.

"So much for apologies
So much for the promises I never intended to keep
How does it all add up?
How does the story end?
I can't let go
I can't pretend"

OHMYGOD.

It's only a day to terms! ): Scary thought there. At 12.34 am on a cold breezy Sunday morning, I'm struggling with math. Math. I've been doing math for almost 7 hours now, I'm going a bit crazy.

It's soooo gross how I can never keep to my schedules and timelines and what the shitz, plus I've gained weight. Greattttt.

And then my dad left on a golfing trip to China and me and my mom had no idea which part of China he's in. Amusing, not?

Very.

I promised to post picturesssss.

But I've no time. (what a surprise)

Should just take my mom's advice and wake up at 7 in the morning at the carporch to do my work. Smartttttt.

Bye.

I don't know who still reads this, but hey guys thanks so much for all the birthday wishes and presents :)

Esp to nat, who painstakingly tried to create a surprise for me! Hahah although it didn't work out haha I was pleasantly surprised. And shocked. So apparently the surprise was for kenny and benedict to come along but hahaha. And nat gave me a really awesome present which she spent a lot on, thanks soooo much nat it's so pretty and cute! I'm sorry I kept foiling all the surprises you wanted to give me hahaha (the ribbons and all). I've got pictures but I'll upload later! We caught push cus nat wanted to watch chris evans but I didn't really get the show. Too brainy for me! Had dinner afterwards at 9 and it was really fun talking to all of them!

Reached home at about 12 and then all the messages started flooding in (you guys are the best ILY much!) but the best thing was when I was walking up the stairs and then right at the top of the stairs I saw a present! It was really shocking haaaa my mom was still asking me what I wanted but apparently she wanted to surprise me :) So I opened it up, saw a striking light blue plastic bag and she was like, it's just the plastic bag la don't expect anything. In the endddddd it was a tiffany&co charm bracelet! I just knew it hahahaha it's impossible to mistake the trademark colour of their bag and boxes! It's frikkin pretty I have pictures of it but I'm not going to post it now! I love my parents it's soooo gorgeous hahahaha

And kellie passed me my birthday present from the OG on friday. I love my og kids they're soooo sweet!

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Monday (16/3)

Thank you guitar people esp the exco I loveeeee you guys! We were having exco meeting and I saw almost all of them eating macs so I was like,"Eh why I don't have!" So they started shrugging and going like, I thought you don't eat macs breakfast and I was so tired so I was trying to drag april to buy some caffeine to stay awake.. And then Huiling took out this Hotcake happy meal thingy and gave it to me HAHAHA and they all sang for me and it was like... Really touching :) I love happy meals man! It was such a cute thing and I couldn't stop smiling all day. Thanks April&Huiling! And Lidya and Joy and Nathan and ChorHao

Cus I had to leave guitar early for tuition they passed me the cake that's apparently from the ensemble but I know where it came from hahaha of course I do I'm the treasurer :) Then huiling gave me a super sweet letter, so thank you very much huiling!

And pearlyn gave me a present too it's really sweet I've got pickychures and I realise why nat gave me so many presents! Haaa pearlyn unravelled the mystery hahaah it's actually cus I'm 18 so I've got 18 presents in the box. Ahhhh so sweet and cute I LOVE YOU NAT :):)

So before I went for tuition I went over to xueqi's house.. I keep spoiling surprises meant for me hahaha I was supposed to call xq because it was raining and then she'd go to the bus stop to pick me up. But me being the smart aleck decided to run across the heavy rain.. And they were unprepared haahahha. Thanks xueqi sam chenxin keith and nick for the surprise hahaha :) I love the present it's sooo cute. And thank you very much for the cake :)

I've had 4 surprises this year and I must say it's been really.. surprising thank you guys :)

Anddd special thanks to these people, Sam, Chris, Sa, Xiwen, Al, Nat, Chengxuan, Benedict, Kenny, Kris Fu, Qian, Xueqi, Congyi, Zhiyun, Pee, Phyllis, Rachel, Oka, Shuyi, Lidya, Zeren, my auntys!, Chenxin, Zoe, Honghwee, Huiling, Huaypeng, Grace Thiam, Victor, Joy, Jiajun, April, Dee, Anger, Eugene, Huiyan, Div, Qiaowen, Jerome Chan, Yujun, Kanin, Jingchuen, Brendan Koh, Alyy, Weijie, Timothy, Brendan Chin, Farh, Kat, Jeromy, Yan Lin, Mel, Jiayi, Et, Caleb, Zoe, Yeongchuan, Grace Lee, Eunice Tan (guitar eunice), Sarah Thiam, Kellie's friend, and my wonderful OG :), Debbra, Nathan, Hesson, Chorhao, Keith, Nick, Jerome Aw, Caoyu, Darren, Staf!, Bright

Thanks guys! If I forgot to include you I'm really sorry I did my best to remember already! ):

Really appreciate it :)!

On a completely separate note, I think leeteuk's soooo cute :)